1 00:00:04,400 --> 00:00:05,720 Thank you. 2 00:00:59,340 --> 00:01:00,780 It began so innocently. 3 00:01:01,680 --> 00:01:05,880 He said it was strange that a woman would want to publish a defense of D .H. 4 00:01:05,880 --> 00:01:10,280 Lawrence and that his words are considered an incitement to sex. 5 00:01:11,220 --> 00:01:15,460 Then he said, you write about sex... Sex with some authority, Miss Nin. 6 00:01:15,920 --> 00:01:18,040 You must have led a rather free life. 7 00:01:19,640 --> 00:01:22,300 Free? I mean, you must have had a lot of experience. 8 00:01:24,280 --> 00:01:26,200 You know, affairs. 9 00:01:27,310 --> 00:01:32,550 What I'm interested in is how you came to have such insights into the erotic. 10 00:01:32,750 --> 00:01:33,750 Through literature. 11 00:01:34,330 --> 00:01:36,930 Yes, I love Proust and... 12 00:01:36,930 --> 00:01:43,730 But I suppose my real 13 00:01:43,730 --> 00:01:49,770 awakening came when my husband Hugo and I first arrived in Paris and rented a 14 00:01:49,770 --> 00:01:51,230 bachelor apartment for the summer. 15 00:01:52,670 --> 00:01:54,970 One day I was tidying up. 16 00:01:58,060 --> 00:02:01,540 As I was going through the closets where the owner had left his personal 17 00:02:01,540 --> 00:02:03,600 belongings, I discovered... 18 00:03:12,880 --> 00:03:18,940 In that closet I became familiar with the endless varieties of erotic 19 00:03:18,940 --> 00:03:27,860 Hugo 20 00:03:27,860 --> 00:03:34,600 I thought you might need a lift 21 00:03:45,770 --> 00:03:47,070 Are you all right, Pussy Willow? 22 00:03:49,810 --> 00:03:51,310 He kissed me, Hugo. 23 00:03:51,530 --> 00:03:52,530 What? 24 00:03:53,430 --> 00:03:54,470 Oh, my God. 25 00:03:57,370 --> 00:03:59,630 It was just one kiss. 26 00:04:07,730 --> 00:04:09,190 He kisses me once. 27 00:04:10,470 --> 00:04:12,410 Then he caresses all of my body. 28 00:04:13,170 --> 00:04:14,650 He seeks my breasts. 29 00:04:15,630 --> 00:04:18,630 and my most secret, sensitive part. 30 00:04:19,610 --> 00:04:21,269 His hands are deft. 31 00:04:22,170 --> 00:04:24,190 I'm tempted by unknown pleasures. 32 00:04:25,570 --> 00:04:30,790 When I see that I have let him be aroused, I let him release his desire 33 00:04:30,790 --> 00:04:31,790 my legs. 34 00:04:32,350 --> 00:04:33,590 I just let him. 35 00:04:34,310 --> 00:04:41,290 Out of pity, I tell Hugo only part of the story. 36 00:05:08,810 --> 00:05:10,450 Remember to meet me at 8 tonight. 37 00:05:11,010 --> 00:05:14,690 Oh, Hugo, would you mind very much if I didn't go this evening? 38 00:05:15,910 --> 00:05:17,190 Yes, I would mind. 39 00:05:17,690 --> 00:05:21,910 Oh, I'm sorry, but all that crowd talks about is bad loans or threats or estate 40 00:05:21,910 --> 00:05:24,790 planning. Estate planning can be very creative. 41 00:05:33,330 --> 00:05:36,610 Look, the bank is how we got to Paris. 42 00:05:36,930 --> 00:05:41,350 I need this job, and I admit I sometimes enjoy it. Why not? 43 00:05:41,690 --> 00:05:42,690 Why not? 44 00:05:45,420 --> 00:05:47,260 You're changing into someone else, Hugo. 45 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:50,600 You're even beginning to smell like the bank. 46 00:05:50,940 --> 00:05:53,360 I'm working so that you can write. 47 00:05:54,040 --> 00:05:58,060 I need to know people who are alive, Hugo. 48 00:06:55,210 --> 00:06:56,370 You're not concentrating. 49 00:06:56,890 --> 00:06:58,690 You're holding on. Do it again. 50 00:07:03,570 --> 00:07:06,550 I can't seem to concentrate anymore, Eduardo. 51 00:07:07,410 --> 00:07:11,470 My life... Sometimes I think I need something else. 52 00:07:12,370 --> 00:07:15,230 An older man, a man stronger than I am. 53 00:07:16,670 --> 00:07:18,070 You like to make me suffer. 54 00:07:20,510 --> 00:07:22,630 I've loved you since we were children, Anais. 55 00:07:23,530 --> 00:07:28,810 But... I've always had a fear that I wouldn't be able to. 56 00:07:29,350 --> 00:07:31,050 No. Oh, 57 00:07:33,110 --> 00:07:34,110 look at them, Eduardo. 58 00:07:34,990 --> 00:07:36,290 They're so exquisite. 59 00:07:37,310 --> 00:07:39,450 Why were Hermione to be swept away? 60 00:07:41,030 --> 00:07:43,810 They don't move me like you do. 61 00:08:20,330 --> 00:08:21,430 What place you got here, Hugo? 62 00:08:23,410 --> 00:08:24,410 Peaceful. 63 00:08:24,730 --> 00:08:25,730 Been here long? 64 00:08:25,990 --> 00:08:27,150 Just since the crash. 65 00:08:27,550 --> 00:08:28,670 Since the crash? 66 00:08:29,330 --> 00:08:30,390 Don't you live before? 67 00:08:30,730 --> 00:08:31,730 We lived well. 68 00:08:32,650 --> 00:08:39,390 This is Henry Miller, the American writer Osborne is putting up. My wife, 69 00:08:39,390 --> 00:08:40,390 Nin. 70 00:08:40,490 --> 00:08:41,590 How are you, Anis? 71 00:08:43,330 --> 00:08:45,730 Eduardo Sanchez, Anais' cousin. 72 00:08:46,170 --> 00:08:48,150 Anais, you ought to read some of Henry's stuff. 73 00:08:48,490 --> 00:08:50,250 For my money, he's got it over D .H. Lawrence. 74 00:08:50,830 --> 00:08:53,770 Oh, I'd love to read what you've written. Henry hasn't been published 75 00:08:54,010 --> 00:08:55,350 And you're comparing him to Lawrence? 76 00:08:55,570 --> 00:08:58,570 I don't want to be compared to Lawrence. Lawrence probably would have hated the 77 00:08:58,570 --> 00:09:00,610 way I write. Henry writes for the man in the streets. 78 00:09:00,930 --> 00:09:02,570 Just like I don't care for his writing. 79 00:09:02,790 --> 00:09:04,890 Nice. I've just been writing a book about Lawrence. 80 00:09:05,110 --> 00:09:08,830 Oh, perhaps his sexuality is too strong for you. Too strong? He's childish. 81 00:09:09,110 --> 00:09:11,850 He's prudish, if you ask me. I mean, the French have been writing about this 82 00:09:11,850 --> 00:09:12,850 stuff all along. 83 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:14,260 I mean, Rabelais, Flaubert. 84 00:09:14,460 --> 00:09:18,200 Frankly, I can't imagine any modern writer not to owe a debt to Lawrence. We 85 00:09:18,200 --> 00:09:21,200 should eat something. If you ask me, he makes too much out of sex. He makes a 86 00:09:21,200 --> 00:09:25,160 damn gospel out of it. Now, in my way, I think sex is a natural, you know. 87 00:09:25,620 --> 00:09:26,840 Like birth or death. 88 00:09:27,580 --> 00:09:31,300 Besides, I'm not interested in literature as we know it or poetry as we 89 00:09:31,400 --> 00:09:33,660 What are you interested in? Henry writes about fucking. 90 00:09:33,860 --> 00:09:37,760 Fucking? No, I'm saying about self -liberation. Nope, it's definitely about 91 00:09:37,760 --> 00:09:39,760 fucking. Osborne! We should eat something. Hold on. 92 00:09:40,080 --> 00:09:41,380 Amelia's waiting. What are you doing? 93 00:09:46,540 --> 00:09:51,020 flip through a few more pages, and I realize this is my own novel I'm 94 00:09:51,140 --> 00:09:55,180 with some joker's name on it, written in French, being sold in the best 95 00:09:55,180 --> 00:09:56,260 bookstore in Paris. 96 00:09:56,560 --> 00:09:59,160 Unbelievable. How's that possible? How's that possible? 97 00:09:59,820 --> 00:10:03,200 Hugo, you remember last year when some guy stole my briefcase with my 98 00:10:03,200 --> 00:10:04,200 in it? 99 00:10:04,240 --> 00:10:08,860 Well, this guy swiped my manuscript, but what this joker doesn't realize is I'll 100 00:10:08,860 --> 00:10:09,399 get him. 101 00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:11,200 The souffle is from an old family recipe. 102 00:10:12,020 --> 00:10:14,500 Souffle? So this is a souffle. 103 00:10:24,379 --> 00:10:26,040 I hope it's substantial enough. 104 00:10:26,800 --> 00:10:30,240 So, what this joker doesn't know is I'll get him because I'm a copyright lawyer. 105 00:10:30,320 --> 00:10:33,280 I'm going to go after him just like I went after the other joker. The guy who 106 00:10:33,280 --> 00:10:36,160 stole your play. The guy who stole my play. That's on Broadway. That's on 107 00:10:36,160 --> 00:10:37,160 Broadway. 108 00:10:37,460 --> 00:10:39,200 I told you this already? 109 00:10:39,840 --> 00:10:42,200 About how this guy must have stolen my play right out of my briefcase? 110 00:10:43,220 --> 00:10:45,720 I'd be a well -received writer by now if it weren't for these jokers. 111 00:10:46,270 --> 00:10:47,970 But I'll get him. I'm not taking any chances. 112 00:10:48,230 --> 00:10:49,630 This is my new baby in me. 113 00:10:51,930 --> 00:10:53,030 You laughing at me? 114 00:10:54,190 --> 00:10:55,590 I just feel so good. 115 00:10:56,370 --> 00:10:58,750 Wonderful. What a fine moment we have here. 116 00:10:58,970 --> 00:11:03,430 A free lunch, fire in the fireplace, wonderful wines. 117 00:11:04,370 --> 00:11:06,030 The color's blue and orange. 118 00:11:06,230 --> 00:11:07,270 It's wonderful. Wonderful. 119 00:11:07,830 --> 00:11:09,090 No other word for it. 120 00:11:15,630 --> 00:11:16,630 So what do you write? 121 00:11:17,470 --> 00:11:18,470 Poetry or something? 122 00:11:18,710 --> 00:11:20,910 Most of my writing is in these diaries. 123 00:11:22,090 --> 00:11:23,090 No. 124 00:11:27,110 --> 00:11:28,110 No, 125 00:11:29,030 --> 00:11:30,570 I never let anyone read it. 126 00:11:33,530 --> 00:11:34,990 I never show it to anyone. 127 00:11:36,350 --> 00:11:37,350 Except Hugo. 128 00:11:38,510 --> 00:11:39,510 Sometimes. 129 00:11:44,780 --> 00:11:46,120 I always wanted to read The Captive. 130 00:11:46,540 --> 00:11:47,540 A prison, yeah. 131 00:11:51,300 --> 00:11:52,300 Please, 132 00:11:59,820 --> 00:12:00,820 I want you to have it. 133 00:12:03,200 --> 00:12:04,200 I'll borrow it. 134 00:12:05,020 --> 00:12:06,020 Thanks. 135 00:12:12,330 --> 00:12:14,850 I used to go to the six -day bike races we had in Brooklyn. 136 00:12:16,510 --> 00:12:17,830 Yeah, I love prizes. 137 00:12:19,470 --> 00:12:20,470 Whoa! 138 00:12:22,250 --> 00:12:24,510 But I couldn't take it. I want you to have it. 139 00:12:24,730 --> 00:12:26,910 But what'll you use, Pussyboy? I'll borrow yours, Hugo. 140 00:12:27,210 --> 00:12:30,470 You can't ride a man's bike. In that case, Henry should take mine. 141 00:12:32,230 --> 00:12:33,290 Hey, thanks, Hugo. 142 00:12:34,770 --> 00:12:35,770 Well, yeah. 143 00:12:36,350 --> 00:12:37,510 Yeah, I could really use it. 144 00:12:38,490 --> 00:12:39,490 Let's go and visit. 145 00:12:39,790 --> 00:12:40,790 Come on, Eduardo. 146 00:12:41,320 --> 00:12:43,280 I'll race you back to Paris before I get started. 147 00:12:43,540 --> 00:12:44,540 On your mark. 148 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:46,540 Come on. I don't paint anymore. 149 00:12:46,760 --> 00:12:48,660 The mere bike is just a means of getting home. 150 00:12:49,140 --> 00:12:50,140 Get set? 151 00:12:50,560 --> 00:12:51,620 You're no match for me. 152 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:53,080 Are you set, O'Dwarnall? 153 00:12:53,520 --> 00:12:55,620 I must warn you that I used to rake. Go! 154 00:13:00,540 --> 00:13:06,740 I'd love to read some of these written. Bad chance. He'll never get published. 155 00:13:09,260 --> 00:13:10,260 I've met Henry May. 156 00:13:12,200 --> 00:13:14,620 He's feral, flamboyant. 157 00:13:15,760 --> 00:13:17,680 He's a man life intoxicates. 158 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:22,380 He's like me, but he doesn't know it yet. 159 00:13:27,160 --> 00:13:28,520 Henry's quite a character. 160 00:13:29,940 --> 00:13:30,940 Night, 161 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:33,000 pussy willow. 162 00:13:33,020 --> 00:13:34,020 Night, Hugo. 163 00:13:48,540 --> 00:13:50,840 Let me help you. Hugo, I'll be fine. 164 00:13:51,780 --> 00:13:53,760 Osmond said he'd be home and I want to surprise Henry. 165 00:13:54,020 --> 00:13:55,660 I just thought you could use a hand. 166 00:13:55,860 --> 00:13:58,220 Sure you're all right? Yes, I'm fine, Hugo. 167 00:13:58,940 --> 00:14:00,640 I'll take the train and meet you home later. 168 00:14:01,440 --> 00:14:03,080 I'll wait a minute, just in case. 169 00:14:04,580 --> 00:14:05,960 I don't want you to wait. 170 00:14:07,080 --> 00:14:08,080 I'll see you tonight. 171 00:14:11,420 --> 00:14:12,420 See you tonight. 172 00:14:39,620 --> 00:14:43,780 © transcript Emily Beynon 173 00:15:12,970 --> 00:15:13,970 Osborne? 174 00:16:02,570 --> 00:16:03,570 you 175 00:16:25,320 --> 00:16:27,120 Oh, God, Anitha forgot. 176 00:16:27,420 --> 00:16:32,460 Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Wait. 177 00:18:09,169 --> 00:18:10,270 Henry? Hey, kid. 178 00:18:11,250 --> 00:18:12,250 Slumber, huh? 179 00:18:13,150 --> 00:18:15,630 I went to Osmond's place and he told me where to find you. 180 00:18:16,210 --> 00:18:18,550 I bought my typewriter. I thought you should have it. 181 00:18:21,130 --> 00:18:22,130 Hey, 182 00:18:23,210 --> 00:18:25,470 um, can we go and sit down somewhere? 183 00:18:26,290 --> 00:18:27,290 Why not? 184 00:18:28,570 --> 00:18:30,010 There's a little cafe back there. 185 00:18:31,670 --> 00:18:32,670 Come on. 186 00:18:43,310 --> 00:18:44,310 Actress in the film. 187 00:18:45,650 --> 00:18:47,150 She reminds you of someone. 188 00:18:50,250 --> 00:18:52,150 A woman who obsesses you. 189 00:18:53,710 --> 00:18:54,950 I know that feeling. 190 00:18:55,970 --> 00:18:58,130 I'm often obsessed. 191 00:18:59,110 --> 00:19:01,430 You ought to eat something, kid. Eat like a bird. 192 00:19:02,030 --> 00:19:06,330 All right, I'll tell you. 193 00:19:08,830 --> 00:19:12,150 June appeared like an angel. I offered her a fool's fate. 194 00:19:13,390 --> 00:19:14,610 She was a taxi dancer. 195 00:19:15,470 --> 00:19:16,670 I paid my dime. 196 00:19:17,610 --> 00:19:19,150 She put her head on my shoulder. 197 00:19:20,010 --> 00:19:21,410 But then the lies began. 198 00:19:22,650 --> 00:19:24,490 She told me her mother was a gypsy. 199 00:19:24,810 --> 00:19:26,310 Her father was a cunt. 200 00:19:26,810 --> 00:19:30,910 Later I saw a film and realized she swiped her whole childhood right out of 201 00:19:30,910 --> 00:19:31,910 film. 202 00:19:32,790 --> 00:19:33,990 And so? 203 00:19:35,750 --> 00:19:36,930 So I married her. 204 00:19:38,590 --> 00:19:42,270 She gave me the courage to finally quit my job so I could write full time. 205 00:19:42,920 --> 00:19:44,100 She believed in me. 206 00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:47,560 Somehow she got some money and we'd buy strawberries in the winter. 207 00:19:48,840 --> 00:19:53,180 We're broke. We're living in a dump in Brooklyn, but we're living like kings. 208 00:20:03,260 --> 00:20:05,180 Then one day she meets an artist. 209 00:20:06,380 --> 00:20:07,940 Brings her home to live with us. 210 00:20:10,510 --> 00:20:12,470 Pretty soon we're supporting Jean, too. 211 00:20:15,210 --> 00:20:16,750 But how is she getting the money? 212 00:20:21,190 --> 00:20:22,750 Pop. Pop? 213 00:20:23,210 --> 00:20:24,210 Pop's a scam. 214 00:20:26,290 --> 00:20:30,610 I found out about Pop only after she comes barging in one day with a fistful 215 00:20:30,610 --> 00:20:33,010 money and suggests I go to Paris to write. 216 00:20:33,390 --> 00:20:34,790 Then she'll join me later. 217 00:20:35,950 --> 00:20:39,190 I'd take one look into her lion eyes and say... 218 00:20:40,340 --> 00:20:41,340 Anything you say? 219 00:20:42,680 --> 00:20:44,660 Pack my bags and I'm off to Europe. 220 00:20:47,380 --> 00:20:52,580 But... I'm not quite the sap she takes me for. 221 00:20:55,300 --> 00:20:57,740 Something tells me to double back, do you see? 222 00:21:26,820 --> 00:21:28,340 Thank you. 223 00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:22,360 But when I confront her, she gets furious with me. 224 00:22:22,680 --> 00:22:24,780 Says we would have starved without Pop. 225 00:22:25,120 --> 00:22:26,980 Says Pop's my patron saint. 226 00:22:27,340 --> 00:22:28,760 Your patron saint? 227 00:22:29,220 --> 00:22:31,380 Yeah, that's what she calls him. 228 00:22:32,240 --> 00:22:35,280 Only she's been telling Pop that it's her right. 229 00:22:35,720 --> 00:22:39,020 She says, that's why Pop's been buying you because of her. 230 00:22:39,440 --> 00:22:40,440 Hey, 231 00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:41,680 how you doing? Bonjour. 232 00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:44,520 And I should be grateful that you've done it all for me. 233 00:22:45,360 --> 00:22:49,660 She says, I love you. 234 00:22:49,960 --> 00:22:51,520 And everything else vanishes. 235 00:22:52,500 --> 00:22:54,760 In that moment, I live eternities. 236 00:22:55,600 --> 00:22:57,580 Why does she get angry at me? 237 00:22:58,360 --> 00:22:59,360 Jealous and cruel. 238 00:22:59,580 --> 00:23:00,900 I mean, why does she lie? 239 00:23:01,280 --> 00:23:02,680 That I can't understand. 240 00:23:03,310 --> 00:23:05,070 Maybe you're not asking the right questions. 241 00:23:05,990 --> 00:23:06,990 Oh, yeah? 242 00:23:07,390 --> 00:23:08,630 Then what would you ask? 243 00:23:09,870 --> 00:23:12,410 I'd ask, what makes her lies necessary? 244 00:23:13,350 --> 00:23:14,670 What is she afraid of? 245 00:23:15,370 --> 00:23:16,950 Who is she afraid of? 246 00:23:17,590 --> 00:23:19,450 The kinds of things a woman would ask. 247 00:23:19,990 --> 00:23:20,990 A woman? 248 00:23:21,530 --> 00:23:22,530 Hey, 249 00:23:22,670 --> 00:23:26,190 excuse me, pal. I wonder if you could bring for a few francs. I'm a little 250 00:23:26,190 --> 00:23:27,430 today. Beat it. 251 00:23:29,370 --> 00:23:31,530 I could give you some money if you need it. 252 00:23:32,830 --> 00:23:33,830 Thanks. I stole it. 253 00:23:37,170 --> 00:23:38,170 Here, 254 00:23:38,350 --> 00:23:39,470 kid. I'll get home okay? 255 00:23:39,690 --> 00:23:40,690 Yes, of course. 256 00:23:41,070 --> 00:23:42,070 I'll be fine. 257 00:23:42,130 --> 00:23:45,130 Should be taxis all the time. You know, a lot of your quanking types come down. 258 00:23:45,810 --> 00:23:46,810 See ya. 259 00:24:25,350 --> 00:24:28,710 I'm getting some... 260 00:24:39,239 --> 00:24:40,800 Interesting shadowy images here. 261 00:24:44,900 --> 00:24:45,900 Oh, I like them. 262 00:24:58,120 --> 00:25:00,060 You fall in love with people's minds. 263 00:25:03,040 --> 00:25:04,620 I'm afraid I could lose you to Henry. 264 00:25:06,340 --> 00:25:07,340 Don't be ridiculous. 265 00:25:09,680 --> 00:25:10,680 He's so rough. 266 00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:13,460 He calls me a kid. 267 00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:17,160 I think I hate him. 268 00:25:19,740 --> 00:25:21,700 He's a parasite, an egoist. 269 00:25:27,740 --> 00:25:29,300 Maybe it's just jealousy. 270 00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:31,360 What are you jealous of? 271 00:25:32,820 --> 00:25:35,720 His life seems so full of pain and chaos. 272 00:25:36,380 --> 00:25:38,960 He has someone who drives him to pain and chaos. 273 00:26:11,210 --> 00:26:13,010 Anna, meet my wife, June. 274 00:26:16,870 --> 00:26:18,570 Thanks for taking care of Henry. 275 00:26:20,710 --> 00:26:22,410 He didn't describe you right. 276 00:26:23,170 --> 00:26:24,330 He didn't, Henry. 277 00:26:29,170 --> 00:26:30,830 The colors you've used. 278 00:26:32,310 --> 00:26:35,430 It's as if you painted each room for a different mood, Anna. 279 00:26:43,980 --> 00:26:45,560 Henry gets everything wrong. 280 00:27:26,129 --> 00:27:27,129 Oh, sorry. 281 00:27:41,630 --> 00:27:43,130 Always merry and bright. 282 00:27:43,570 --> 00:27:44,570 You said it. 283 00:27:45,190 --> 00:27:47,690 So, Henry, what's the title of your book gonna be? 284 00:27:48,350 --> 00:27:49,650 I'm knocking around a couple. 285 00:27:50,170 --> 00:27:53,690 I sing the equator and the topic of cancer. 286 00:27:54,330 --> 00:27:55,450 I like seeing the equator. 287 00:27:56,050 --> 00:27:57,050 No. 288 00:27:57,390 --> 00:27:58,390 Topic of cancer. 289 00:27:58,530 --> 00:27:59,550 Without question. 290 00:28:00,430 --> 00:28:02,450 Anais, you are so absolutely right. 291 00:28:03,830 --> 00:28:04,830 See, Henry? 292 00:28:05,930 --> 00:28:07,030 I told you so. 293 00:28:18,170 --> 00:28:19,170 So? 294 00:28:20,390 --> 00:28:21,950 What do you think of her, Hugo? 295 00:28:22,630 --> 00:28:24,310 June? Not much. 296 00:28:25,470 --> 00:28:26,690 You're afraid of her? 297 00:28:26,910 --> 00:28:30,030 No. I just don't trust her. Do you? 298 00:28:30,530 --> 00:28:31,530 Trust her? 299 00:28:32,450 --> 00:28:33,550 Of course not. 300 00:28:34,130 --> 00:28:37,950 But you do think she's beautiful, don't you? 301 00:28:40,070 --> 00:28:41,070 No. 302 00:28:42,470 --> 00:28:43,470 That's the truth. 303 00:28:46,410 --> 00:28:48,310 You have no aberrations. 304 00:28:49,330 --> 00:28:50,330 No cruelty. 305 00:28:50,550 --> 00:28:52,070 I don't want to be cruel. 306 00:28:55,120 --> 00:28:57,260 I hate men who are afraid of a woman's strength. 307 00:28:58,000 --> 00:28:59,560 I'm not afraid of your strength. 308 00:29:00,040 --> 00:29:01,040 I love it. 309 00:29:01,540 --> 00:29:02,960 The stronger the better. 310 00:29:04,420 --> 00:29:05,420 Come here. 311 00:29:07,420 --> 00:29:08,860 You don't hate me, do you? 312 00:29:36,050 --> 00:29:37,230 Making love to her? 313 00:29:37,810 --> 00:29:38,810 Yes. 314 00:29:39,510 --> 00:29:40,630 To her body. 315 00:29:41,650 --> 00:29:43,290 Her voluptuous body. 316 00:29:44,950 --> 00:29:46,370 She's so perverse. 317 00:29:46,670 --> 00:29:47,670 So naked. 318 00:29:48,170 --> 00:29:49,750 Tell her that you love her. 319 00:29:50,870 --> 00:29:51,870 I love you. 320 00:29:52,590 --> 00:29:53,590 I love you. 321 00:29:53,890 --> 00:29:54,890 I love you. 322 00:29:55,570 --> 00:29:56,570 Hold tight. 323 00:29:57,810 --> 00:29:59,110 Possess her like a man. 324 00:30:48,490 --> 00:30:50,610 Yeah, I used to pay some six -day bike races in Brooklyn. 325 00:30:51,610 --> 00:30:53,830 You're pretty damn good to keep up. Come on. Yes, let's go. 326 00:30:54,030 --> 00:30:55,430 Yes, it's just natural with me. 327 00:30:56,030 --> 00:30:57,290 I've always loved sports. 328 00:31:00,230 --> 00:31:01,710 Hey, hey, come on. 329 00:31:35,370 --> 00:31:36,370 That was fun. 330 00:32:26,020 --> 00:32:28,460 I'll give you a ball kiss on this one. 331 00:32:49,700 --> 00:32:50,820 Goal is a tie pal. 332 00:32:51,820 --> 00:32:52,820 It's a tie. 333 00:33:56,620 --> 00:33:58,120 You're like the school teacher. 334 00:33:58,740 --> 00:34:00,060 I'm like the young girl. 335 00:34:34,350 --> 00:34:35,350 What's your name? 336 00:34:36,270 --> 00:34:38,230 I'm Count Brugger. 337 00:34:39,070 --> 00:34:40,770 Where'd you come from, Count Brugger? 338 00:34:41,170 --> 00:34:43,250 Count Brugger's been on the stage. 339 00:34:43,909 --> 00:34:45,969 That's why he's so spoiled. 340 00:34:46,350 --> 00:34:49,110 Count Brugger is not spoiled! 341 00:34:49,530 --> 00:34:50,989 Jean made Count Brugger. 342 00:34:52,110 --> 00:34:53,270 She's an artist. 343 00:34:53,550 --> 00:34:54,889 Her hands are incredible. 344 00:34:55,250 --> 00:34:58,910 Her beauty's more like a man's. She's no ordinary woman. 345 00:34:59,690 --> 00:35:03,030 No ordinary woman could meet Count Brugger! 346 00:35:04,970 --> 00:35:05,970 Bruegel was talking. 347 00:35:06,130 --> 00:35:07,130 Shut up, you! 348 00:35:07,870 --> 00:35:09,190 You shut up, too! 349 00:35:11,690 --> 00:35:14,170 Where did you learn how to do this? 350 00:35:14,470 --> 00:35:15,770 My parents were show people. 351 00:35:16,350 --> 00:35:18,470 My father was a magician in the circus. 352 00:35:18,710 --> 00:35:22,130 My mother was a trapezeist. I was born on the road. 353 00:35:23,810 --> 00:35:25,330 What has Henry told you? 354 00:35:26,030 --> 00:35:27,770 Nothing. Really. 355 00:35:29,330 --> 00:35:30,390 He mentioned Pop? 356 00:35:31,590 --> 00:35:33,430 No. Who's Pop? 357 00:35:34,130 --> 00:35:36,490 Pop? He's a patron saint of the arts, I know. 358 00:35:38,350 --> 00:35:40,730 Henry's jealous of him because Pop's rich. 359 00:35:41,270 --> 00:35:44,550 Henry sees a letter under every rock. You know how men get. 360 00:35:47,150 --> 00:35:48,190 Do you love women? 361 00:35:52,510 --> 00:35:53,510 What do you mean? 362 00:35:54,930 --> 00:35:55,930 What about Jean? 363 00:35:56,810 --> 00:35:58,710 Did Henry tell you about Jean and I? 364 00:35:59,690 --> 00:36:01,890 No, you've been telling me about her. 365 00:36:02,690 --> 00:36:06,330 Sometimes he has a way of... Making everything ugly. 366 00:36:08,250 --> 00:36:09,970 He's not sleeping with you, is he? 367 00:36:10,830 --> 00:36:11,830 What? 368 00:36:15,270 --> 00:36:17,050 Nah, I guess not. 369 00:36:18,050 --> 00:36:19,050 Did we pay? 370 00:36:19,390 --> 00:36:20,390 Oh, let me get it. 371 00:36:20,570 --> 00:36:22,710 Okay, good, because I've got to book my passage. 372 00:36:22,990 --> 00:36:24,530 Passage? To where? 373 00:36:25,790 --> 00:36:26,850 New York. 374 00:36:27,190 --> 00:36:30,110 Come on, Ruga. 375 00:36:30,610 --> 00:36:32,170 I've got my own life to lead. 376 00:36:32,510 --> 00:36:34,190 So many things up in the air. 377 00:36:34,650 --> 00:36:36,270 My friends, my acting. 378 00:36:36,730 --> 00:36:38,690 There's an audition I don't want to miss. 379 00:36:45,170 --> 00:36:47,330 Excuse me, is this all the money you have? 380 00:36:49,450 --> 00:36:50,450 Yes. 381 00:36:50,710 --> 00:36:53,190 Sorry, I can't do anything for you. 382 00:36:57,470 --> 00:36:59,110 What do you want me to do, swim? 383 00:37:03,180 --> 00:37:04,180 We'll find a solution. 384 00:37:14,740 --> 00:37:15,740 Something's happened. 385 00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:16,638 I don't know. 386 00:37:16,640 --> 00:37:19,600 The price has gone up, the exchange rate's gone down. 387 00:37:20,100 --> 00:37:24,520 I tried to get a reduction, but I don't have enough even for third class. 388 00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:27,720 Here. Oh, no, I couldn't. 389 00:37:28,060 --> 00:37:29,780 Please, take this. 390 00:37:51,280 --> 00:37:52,280 About that boat. 391 00:37:56,200 --> 00:37:58,340 So, did you find a solution? 392 00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:03,480 I hope so. 393 00:38:05,260 --> 00:38:07,220 I'd really like to travel first class. 394 00:38:07,540 --> 00:38:09,140 So, it's possible. 395 00:38:09,740 --> 00:38:11,980 Maybe you know a place where we could meet for a drink. 396 00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:15,500 Let's say, six o 'clock. 397 00:38:16,420 --> 00:38:17,420 Seven's better. 398 00:38:18,380 --> 00:38:19,380 Seven. 399 00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:46,960 Here I am. 400 00:38:47,320 --> 00:38:48,580 As character Mona. 401 00:38:48,880 --> 00:38:50,140 She's supposed to be me? 402 00:38:51,220 --> 00:38:52,220 What? 403 00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:54,400 Nothing. 404 00:38:54,920 --> 00:38:56,460 Henry, it's so good. 405 00:38:57,960 --> 00:39:02,680 I always wanted you to be Dostoevsky. 406 00:39:04,540 --> 00:39:05,560 Is that good? 407 00:39:06,100 --> 00:39:07,100 Good? 408 00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:11,620 I struggled, suffered for this. 409 00:39:13,240 --> 00:39:14,460 This isn't me. 410 00:39:16,430 --> 00:39:17,430 This is not me. 411 00:39:17,470 --> 00:39:20,150 Of course it's you. It's the you inside me. 412 00:39:20,810 --> 00:39:21,830 It's a distortion. 413 00:39:25,010 --> 00:39:27,390 Henry, look at me. 414 00:39:28,530 --> 00:39:29,530 Look. 415 00:39:30,090 --> 00:39:33,030 You can't see me or anyone as they are. 416 00:39:34,850 --> 00:39:38,350 I wanted Dostoevsky. 417 00:39:39,510 --> 00:39:43,350 Well, who could be Dostoevsky with you? You make that impossible. 418 00:39:43,630 --> 00:39:45,530 What do you want? What do I want? Yeah. 419 00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:47,940 After I brought the world to you. 420 00:39:48,220 --> 00:39:50,480 After I told you all of my stories. 421 00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:53,080 Sing my praises. 422 00:39:54,020 --> 00:39:56,920 Make me an admirable character. 423 00:39:57,240 --> 00:39:58,400 I'm not a portrait painter. 424 00:39:59,120 --> 00:40:00,360 I'll say you're not. 425 00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:02,420 Look what you've done to Anais. 426 00:40:03,100 --> 00:40:05,840 You make everything ugly. 427 00:40:06,820 --> 00:40:08,800 Beauty is a joke to you. 428 00:40:09,580 --> 00:40:10,900 It's so negative. 429 00:40:11,700 --> 00:40:13,680 You're a failure as a writer. 430 00:40:16,140 --> 00:40:17,140 You're not a man. 431 00:40:17,220 --> 00:40:18,300 You're a child. 432 00:40:18,560 --> 00:40:21,080 You use women. You use... 433 00:41:08,270 --> 00:41:09,270 Thank you. 434 00:41:09,750 --> 00:41:10,750 Thank you. 435 00:43:51,340 --> 00:43:58,200 I want to be drunk and make you drunk. 436 00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:04,680 Because I'm intimidated by you. 437 00:44:09,860 --> 00:44:13,880 And I need to feel free to say anything and know that you'll forgive me. 438 00:44:24,620 --> 00:44:27,760 I want to tell you things so you won't stumble through life. 439 00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:32,360 I've done the vilest things. 440 00:44:33,620 --> 00:44:35,200 The foulest things. 441 00:44:37,640 --> 00:44:41,200 But I've done them superbly. 442 00:44:45,220 --> 00:44:47,020 I feel innocent now. 443 00:44:48,200 --> 00:44:49,920 Do you believe that, Anais? 444 00:44:50,200 --> 00:44:51,480 You are innocent. 445 00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:54,740 I want to be innocent like you. 446 00:44:55,740 --> 00:44:58,840 I want to experience everything you've experienced. 447 00:45:00,260 --> 00:45:04,380 Anais, take care of Henry for me. 448 00:45:06,100 --> 00:45:07,720 I'll be leaving in the morning. 449 00:45:08,280 --> 00:45:09,280 What? 450 00:45:10,220 --> 00:45:11,220 The morning? 451 00:45:14,500 --> 00:45:16,100 But when will you come back? 452 00:45:17,140 --> 00:45:18,140 Maybe soon. 453 00:45:19,320 --> 00:45:20,360 Maybe never. 454 00:45:20,700 --> 00:45:21,700 Oh. 455 00:45:24,040 --> 00:45:26,080 There's so much I wish I could have done with you. 456 00:45:27,380 --> 00:45:29,600 I wish I could have taken opium with you. 457 00:45:31,680 --> 00:45:32,840 Give me your wrist. 458 00:45:36,140 --> 00:45:38,140 No, you have so few things. 459 00:45:40,940 --> 00:45:42,560 I wanted to give you more. 460 00:45:44,500 --> 00:45:47,580 I wanted to hold you. 461 00:46:27,470 --> 00:46:28,470 She's crazy. 462 00:46:29,710 --> 00:46:30,790 Don't you see? 463 00:46:31,110 --> 00:46:32,190 No, I don't see. 464 00:46:33,770 --> 00:46:34,890 I don't care. 465 00:46:35,630 --> 00:46:37,130 She's just using you. 466 00:46:37,790 --> 00:46:38,790 No. 467 00:46:40,030 --> 00:46:41,610 You just don't understand. 468 00:46:43,130 --> 00:46:44,610 You're jealous of her. 469 00:46:44,950 --> 00:46:46,590 No, I'm not. 470 00:46:47,810 --> 00:46:51,290 Besides, you'll never see her again. 471 00:46:53,350 --> 00:46:54,610 Where did you get this? 472 00:46:57,610 --> 00:47:03,350 Show me Does she think she can love anything in you I haven't loved? 473 00:47:52,140 --> 00:47:58,200 Henry, you may have genius and passion, but something is definitely missing. 474 00:47:59,880 --> 00:48:00,880 Oh, yeah? 475 00:48:01,580 --> 00:48:02,580 What? 476 00:48:03,440 --> 00:48:04,440 Compassion. 477 00:48:04,760 --> 00:48:05,760 Compassion for whom? 478 00:48:06,440 --> 00:48:07,520 June, for instance. 479 00:48:11,020 --> 00:48:13,140 Might as well have compassion for the moon. 480 00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:15,900 I'm going to write a book about June. 481 00:48:17,920 --> 00:48:19,200 I'm writing about her. 482 00:48:20,750 --> 00:48:23,030 I know more than anybody will ever know about us. 483 00:48:23,390 --> 00:48:25,930 But I'm talking about something totally different. 484 00:48:27,030 --> 00:48:28,030 It's a woman. 485 00:48:28,730 --> 00:48:30,150 On the inside out. 486 00:48:31,470 --> 00:48:34,130 I can get into the poetry of June. 487 00:48:35,590 --> 00:48:36,590 Hey. 488 00:48:38,110 --> 00:48:39,770 She's my fucking wife. 489 00:48:40,250 --> 00:48:43,970 You don't understand your own fucking wife. 490 00:48:55,500 --> 00:48:58,060 Write about whatever you want to write about for Christ's sake. 491 00:49:00,260 --> 00:49:01,580 More power to you. 492 00:49:22,990 --> 00:49:25,970 Gotta get back to work. I'll stay a while longer if you can, Henry. 493 00:49:27,190 --> 00:49:28,190 She's been under stress. 494 00:49:28,850 --> 00:49:30,070 Just getting back in her feet. 495 00:49:33,350 --> 00:49:36,930 You know they've got some Haitian drums up there? That fellow said I might sit 496 00:49:36,930 --> 00:49:37,930 in. 497 00:50:57,930 --> 00:51:00,530 I saw your true nature when you were dancing out there. 498 00:51:03,030 --> 00:51:04,330 You don't understand. 499 00:51:08,430 --> 00:51:12,010 Maybe I'm just a peasant. Only whores can understand me. 500 00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:34,600 You want to dance? 501 00:51:36,280 --> 00:51:37,280 Dance. 502 00:51:38,720 --> 00:51:41,060 It makes you whiter. 503 00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:11,320 Love you. 504 00:52:16,620 --> 00:52:17,620 You go. 505 00:52:18,100 --> 00:52:19,980 You go. You go. 506 00:52:20,380 --> 00:52:21,380 You go. 507 00:52:21,560 --> 00:52:22,560 You go. 508 00:52:22,840 --> 00:52:25,900 You're driving me wild. 509 00:52:47,180 --> 00:52:49,140 pass from Henry's arms into Hugo's. 510 00:52:53,680 --> 00:52:56,080 Hugo lies next to me as I write this. 511 00:52:58,140 --> 00:53:03,060 I love Hugo, and I feel innocent. 512 00:53:09,080 --> 00:53:13,800 Did I ever tell you, Anais, about the time when I was a little boy growing up 513 00:53:13,800 --> 00:53:14,800 Puerto Rico? 514 00:53:16,460 --> 00:53:18,640 My father used to take me to the carnival. 515 00:53:21,340 --> 00:53:25,300 There were wild drums beating and frightening masks. 516 00:53:27,000 --> 00:53:31,980 There was something going on that was terrifying that I didn't understand. 517 00:53:35,260 --> 00:53:37,460 And I said to my father, I'm not afraid. 518 00:53:40,820 --> 00:53:41,940 Give me your hand. 519 00:54:04,670 --> 00:54:05,670 Hello, Mr. Richard. 520 00:54:09,450 --> 00:54:10,450 Hello, Hugo. 521 00:54:11,010 --> 00:54:13,530 Mr. Grant can't join us till Friday at Dover. 522 00:54:30,290 --> 00:54:33,810 Annis, I don't know how much I dare write you. 523 00:54:34,440 --> 00:54:36,960 I would call you, only I'm afraid Hugo would answer. 524 00:54:37,720 --> 00:54:40,260 God forgive if this letter's ever opened by mistake. 525 00:54:44,660 --> 00:54:45,940 I can't help it. 526 00:54:46,900 --> 00:54:47,900 I want you. 527 00:54:48,340 --> 00:54:49,340 I love you. 528 00:54:51,240 --> 00:54:53,060 I've been living with you constantly. 529 00:54:54,740 --> 00:54:56,560 But I've been afraid to tell you. 530 00:54:57,260 --> 00:54:59,080 I thought it would terrify you. 531 00:55:03,240 --> 00:55:08,720 But today, as I watched Dreyer's Passion of Joan of Arc, I saw the mad monk 532 00:55:08,720 --> 00:55:10,300 played by Antonin Artaud. 533 00:55:10,640 --> 00:55:16,140 I thought of you, like Joan, in all your youth and purity and single -minded 534 00:55:16,140 --> 00:55:21,760 madness. And I saw myself in Artaud, a hungering monk in love with you and in 535 00:55:21,760 --> 00:55:23,880 love with my madness and your madness. 536 00:55:25,240 --> 00:55:28,920 And the demon in Artaud's eyes was like the demon in your eyes. 537 00:55:43,280 --> 00:55:44,280 oh 538 00:58:09,590 --> 00:58:10,590 Thank you. 539 00:58:32,330 --> 00:58:37,370 This Reggie goddamn book on D .H. Lawrence, my, oh, my, it's one hell of a 540 00:58:37,410 --> 00:58:38,410 isn't it? 541 00:58:38,970 --> 00:58:41,790 Shows me I didn't know shit about Lawrence when I spoke. 542 00:58:42,190 --> 00:58:45,310 You know, who am I to go shooting off at the mouth about him? 543 00:58:45,610 --> 00:58:48,330 He was much greater, finer than I ever thought. 544 00:58:49,150 --> 00:58:53,930 Never mind how he failed or triumphed as a man, as an artist. 545 00:58:54,290 --> 00:58:55,290 Did he succeed? 546 00:58:55,970 --> 00:58:56,970 I say... 547 00:58:58,240 --> 00:59:01,220 Magnificently. He tried to liberate literature. 548 00:59:01,580 --> 00:59:02,680 And that's our task. 549 00:59:03,160 --> 00:59:04,980 Liberation. Freedom. 550 00:59:06,340 --> 00:59:07,820 Let's toast to Lawrence. 551 00:59:08,220 --> 00:59:14,400 Let's toast to our friendship. 552 00:59:15,920 --> 00:59:18,340 Drink cold, piss warm. 553 00:59:27,760 --> 00:59:29,140 Ah, fuck the Huns. 554 00:59:31,740 --> 00:59:33,380 But you know who I really am? 555 00:59:33,640 --> 00:59:39,240 It's only me from over the sea. I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor. I'm all of us 556 00:59:39,240 --> 00:59:43,840 a... I'm Barnacle Bill the Sailor. I'll sail the seas until I fall. I'll fight 557 00:59:43,840 --> 00:59:47,340 and stray. I'm drinking smoke. But I can't feel my bloody throat. I'm 558 00:59:47,340 --> 00:59:51,260 Bill the Sailor. I'll put my mask on when I please. I'm Barnacle Bill the 559 00:59:51,260 --> 00:59:55,320 Sailor. I'm drinking my fucking smoke. But I can't feel my bloody throat. 560 01:00:16,649 --> 01:00:18,410 Hey, hey, hey. Hey, hey, hey. Hey, hey, hey. 561 01:00:18,610 --> 01:00:19,710 Hey, hey, hey. Hey, hey, hey. Hey, hey, hey. Hey, hey, hey. 562 01:00:20,190 --> 01:00:22,470 Hey, hey, hey. Hey, hey, hey. Hey, hey, hey. 563 01:00:23,530 --> 01:00:24,530 Hey, 564 01:00:25,690 --> 01:00:26,690 hey, 565 01:00:30,750 --> 01:00:35,630 hey. 566 01:01:20,890 --> 01:01:23,690 Thank you. 567 01:01:25,470 --> 01:01:28,210 Thank you. 568 01:01:28,570 --> 01:01:31,230 Thank you. Thank you. 569 01:02:09,960 --> 01:02:12,140 Everybody says sex is obscene. 570 01:02:12,340 --> 01:02:14,440 The only true obscene is war. 571 01:02:16,440 --> 01:02:21,220 I'd believe only in a God who would have stood on a dance. 572 01:02:22,460 --> 01:02:23,480 Isn't that something? 573 01:02:25,180 --> 01:02:29,620 Nietzsche says that at the same time, the hums in Germany are gearing up, 574 01:02:29,680 --> 01:02:30,680 perverting what he says. 575 01:02:32,380 --> 01:02:38,340 We're given this gift, don't you know, the ability to understand if no one 576 01:02:38,340 --> 01:02:39,340 to understand. 577 01:02:40,810 --> 01:02:42,410 We're given the ability to read. 578 01:02:42,730 --> 01:02:49,030 I mean, read Nietzsche, read Thomas Mann, read Spengler, Joyce, Rimbaud. 579 01:02:49,790 --> 01:02:51,790 Hell, read fucking Alice in Wonderland. 580 01:02:53,530 --> 01:02:54,570 Everything's out of whack. 581 01:02:55,330 --> 01:02:58,810 People just worry about money now and deny their inner self. 582 01:02:59,670 --> 01:03:01,350 What the hell is money, anyway? 583 01:03:07,440 --> 01:03:09,760 If shit had value, the poor wouldn't have asses. 584 01:03:11,240 --> 01:03:16,840 Money, money, money. They walk through the night crowd protected by money, 585 01:03:16,980 --> 01:03:21,860 lulled by money, dulled by money. No least single object anywhere that is not 586 01:03:21,860 --> 01:03:24,580 money. Money, money everywhere, and still not enough. 587 01:03:24,820 --> 01:03:29,260 And then no money, or little money, or less money, or more money. But money, 588 01:03:29,360 --> 01:03:30,360 always money. 589 01:03:31,120 --> 01:03:34,400 And if you have money or you don't have money, it's the money that counts, and 590 01:03:34,400 --> 01:03:36,760 money makes money. But what makes money make money? 591 01:03:38,300 --> 01:03:39,520 I say, what the hell? 592 01:03:40,140 --> 01:03:43,380 We got to die to the world like the clowns. Right, clowns? Right. 593 01:03:50,580 --> 01:03:52,600 I've never seen the sunrise in Paris. 594 01:03:54,520 --> 01:03:55,940 I've never been up all night. 595 01:03:59,310 --> 01:04:01,170 or the woman I could be so sincere with. 596 01:04:04,730 --> 01:04:06,650 I feel so free to write now. 597 01:04:07,650 --> 01:04:08,690 I'll help you. 598 01:04:09,710 --> 01:04:10,830 And I'll help you. 599 01:04:12,850 --> 01:04:14,150 I feel so pure. 600 01:04:15,350 --> 01:04:16,350 So strong. 601 01:04:17,590 --> 01:04:18,730 So new, Henry. 602 01:04:20,150 --> 01:04:23,030 You and I together, not any man or woman together. 603 01:04:23,930 --> 01:04:24,930 Yes. 604 01:04:26,670 --> 01:04:28,490 I'm going to demand everything of you. 605 01:04:34,009 --> 01:04:35,930 Impossible. Because you encourage it. 606 01:04:37,030 --> 01:04:39,350 Maybe I should get down on my knees and worship you. 607 01:04:43,230 --> 01:04:44,530 I'm going to undress you. 608 01:04:47,150 --> 01:04:48,150 Vulgarize you a bit. 609 01:04:49,650 --> 01:04:50,850 Lift up your dress. 610 01:04:51,410 --> 01:04:53,050 No, Henry, not here. 611 01:05:05,640 --> 01:05:06,640 Mr. Grant. 612 01:05:08,640 --> 01:05:09,640 Don't care. 613 01:05:10,560 --> 01:05:11,860 I'm gonna fuck you. 614 01:05:12,820 --> 01:05:13,860 Teach you things. 615 01:05:15,780 --> 01:05:17,280 And mill you a little. 616 01:05:20,820 --> 01:05:22,180 Wrap your leg around me. 617 01:05:38,830 --> 01:05:41,010 of the most beautiful things I've ever read. 618 01:05:43,870 --> 01:05:46,270 I've never sent this diary to anyone before. 619 01:05:47,910 --> 01:05:53,790 No one will ever know these things but 620 01:05:53,790 --> 01:05:55,050 you. 621 01:05:56,130 --> 01:05:59,130 You're becoming all the things you wish to be as a little girl. 622 01:06:10,060 --> 01:06:11,060 I had a cricket. 623 01:06:11,640 --> 01:06:12,640 What? 624 01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:14,900 A little pet cricket in a cage. 625 01:06:16,460 --> 01:06:17,980 I love your accent. 626 01:06:18,340 --> 01:06:20,560 And I carried it everywhere with me. 627 01:06:21,080 --> 01:06:24,380 But when we arrived in America, they took it away at the immigration. 628 01:06:26,000 --> 01:06:29,460 The only thing they let me keep in America was my diary. 629 01:06:32,000 --> 01:06:33,220 And my accent. 630 01:06:47,820 --> 01:06:48,820 I love you now. 631 01:06:50,620 --> 01:06:52,140 I will love you at a hundred. 632 01:07:30,700 --> 01:07:32,180 This is good. 633 01:07:52,340 --> 01:07:54,360 Powerful. Yours, too. 634 01:07:57,800 --> 01:08:02,620 Tell the truth with such delicacy. 635 01:08:11,580 --> 01:08:12,860 I hope you don't mind. 636 01:08:13,240 --> 01:08:14,240 Mind? 637 01:08:14,760 --> 01:08:15,860 Why should I mind? 638 01:08:16,180 --> 01:08:17,880 I welcome constructive criticism. 639 01:08:18,500 --> 01:08:19,500 Good. 640 01:08:20,319 --> 01:08:21,520 If it's constructive. 641 01:08:32,910 --> 01:08:33,910 Just a few things. 642 01:08:34,170 --> 01:08:39,689 See here, it's all shrieks and abstracts. 643 01:08:40,510 --> 01:08:41,689 It's too melodramatic. 644 01:08:42,649 --> 01:08:44,890 You've got to take time to expand. 645 01:08:45,890 --> 01:08:47,130 You're enjoying this. 646 01:08:48,510 --> 01:08:49,970 What? Cutting me up. 647 01:08:50,689 --> 01:08:52,830 I don't want to write the way you write. 648 01:08:54,590 --> 01:08:56,770 I don't want you to write the way I write. 649 01:08:57,290 --> 01:09:00,290 You've got to write in your own voice. I'm just making a few suggestions. 650 01:09:00,330 --> 01:09:01,330 It's... 651 01:09:01,910 --> 01:09:02,849 Tighten the blanket. 652 01:09:02,850 --> 01:09:03,850 Here. 653 01:09:04,210 --> 01:09:05,750 Read it out loud and see how it sounds. 654 01:09:06,210 --> 01:09:07,930 I'm not going to give you that pleasure. 655 01:09:09,170 --> 01:09:10,450 Pleasure? What? 656 01:09:10,870 --> 01:09:11,970 Hold on a minute here. 657 01:09:12,870 --> 01:09:13,870 Can't you take it? 658 01:09:14,109 --> 01:09:16,250 I mean, you gotta take a few taps on the chin. 659 01:09:16,670 --> 01:09:18,410 A few taps on the chin? 660 01:09:19,390 --> 01:09:20,990 Amuse yourself with someone else. 661 01:09:22,890 --> 01:09:24,689 A prize fighter, for instance. 662 01:09:25,170 --> 01:09:26,350 You're right. Exactly. 663 01:09:26,609 --> 01:09:27,609 A prize fighter. 664 01:09:27,729 --> 01:09:31,060 I mean, you gotta get knocked down occasionally to a... Require the 665 01:09:31,060 --> 01:09:34,180 ring tactics, the strategy, the art of fighting. 666 01:09:35,140 --> 01:09:38,960 You can't just shout a box in your room. You wouldn't last two minutes when you 667 01:09:38,960 --> 01:09:39,960 stepped into the ring. 668 01:09:40,080 --> 01:09:43,040 I'm not interested in stepping into a ring with you. 669 01:09:43,620 --> 01:09:46,200 The world will give us plenty of beatings. 670 01:09:46,740 --> 01:09:48,439 What we need is each other's support. 671 01:09:50,100 --> 01:09:52,960 Should I criticize you like an outsider? 672 01:09:53,520 --> 01:09:55,840 Should I say you write caricatures? 673 01:09:56,100 --> 01:09:57,560 That you write only... 674 01:09:57,850 --> 01:10:01,690 From a man's point of view, and you can't understand women, should I say 675 01:10:01,690 --> 01:10:06,910 sometimes there's a touch of the brute in your writing, that you're too much of 676 01:10:06,910 --> 01:10:07,910 a realist? 677 01:10:13,170 --> 01:10:14,170 What's the matter? 678 01:10:14,970 --> 01:10:16,010 Can't you take it? 679 01:10:17,170 --> 01:10:18,170 Like a pie sucker? 680 01:10:19,250 --> 01:10:20,490 Knock it off. 681 01:10:37,630 --> 01:10:38,630 Hey. 682 01:10:39,590 --> 01:10:40,590 Don't. 683 01:10:42,170 --> 01:10:44,030 Leave it. Looks nice that way. 684 01:10:45,210 --> 01:10:46,210 Wild. 685 01:10:47,570 --> 01:10:48,570 Loose. 686 01:10:49,130 --> 01:10:50,770 You never liked the way I look. 687 01:10:51,370 --> 01:10:53,590 Oh, I do. I do love your hair. 688 01:10:54,750 --> 01:10:56,610 Just think it shouldn't be so severe. 689 01:10:58,760 --> 01:11:00,480 Tight. Like my writing? 690 01:11:01,440 --> 01:11:04,940 No, not like your writing. I love your writing. I believe in you. 691 01:11:06,220 --> 01:11:10,560 Last night I thought that you were the woman I should have been married to. 692 01:11:13,760 --> 01:11:15,680 You're always ironizing with me. 693 01:11:16,700 --> 01:11:19,840 Ironizing? There's no such word. It's to be ironic. 694 01:11:21,620 --> 01:11:22,620 Look it up. 695 01:11:23,060 --> 01:11:24,060 Hey, hey. 696 01:11:57,959 --> 01:11:59,720 I'm sure of it. 697 01:12:00,180 --> 01:12:03,560 Somehow he got into my briefcase and swiped my ideas. 698 01:12:08,140 --> 01:12:10,240 Impression, that rhapsodizing, it's mine. 699 01:12:11,260 --> 01:12:12,260 Nietzsche? 700 01:12:12,660 --> 01:12:14,460 I introduced him to Nietzsche. 701 01:12:15,060 --> 01:12:17,180 I introduced him to Hugo and you. 702 01:12:17,600 --> 01:12:19,340 He stole you from Hugo. 703 01:12:19,620 --> 01:12:21,960 No, Nietzsche. And he stole you from me. 704 01:12:23,480 --> 01:12:24,480 That's true. 705 01:12:25,620 --> 01:12:28,060 It was my idea to become your lover. 706 01:12:28,700 --> 01:12:32,780 He betrayed me by stealing you from me and from my best friend, your husband. 707 01:12:33,100 --> 01:12:34,720 This man is treacherous to the core. 708 01:12:36,590 --> 01:12:38,970 This Neanderthal from Brooklyn is trying to murder me. 709 01:12:44,830 --> 01:12:49,410 For all his pretended friendship, his most intimate friends are nothing but 710 01:12:49,410 --> 01:12:54,070 fodder for the unrolling of his own sanctified destiny, his own creative 711 01:12:55,970 --> 01:12:58,090 I leave the two of you to your destiny. 712 01:12:59,770 --> 01:13:01,050 And one more thing. 713 01:13:02,350 --> 01:13:06,010 No more sex in my apartment. I won't stand for it. 714 01:13:06,870 --> 01:13:08,130 I won't stand for it. 715 01:13:11,230 --> 01:13:12,410 I love that guy. 716 01:13:12,890 --> 01:13:13,890 He understands. 717 01:13:15,250 --> 01:13:19,190 Even though he is, uh, hey, hey, hey, come up now, later. 718 01:13:20,650 --> 01:13:22,530 Even though he is ironite. 719 01:13:51,400 --> 01:13:56,300 My greatest desire is now to eat, to sleep, 720 01:13:56,540 --> 01:14:01,300 and... And? 721 01:14:24,430 --> 01:14:25,430 Jerry, it's out there. 722 01:14:25,450 --> 01:14:27,210 It's just the old student's ball. 723 01:14:28,490 --> 01:14:30,270 Maybe you just don't want it tonight. 724 01:14:36,610 --> 01:14:37,610 It's fine. 725 01:14:38,990 --> 01:14:40,090 Fine, I understand. 726 01:14:41,890 --> 01:14:42,890 It's natural. 727 01:14:46,950 --> 01:14:48,510 I've had about such moments. 728 01:14:50,610 --> 01:14:53,610 It happens to women, too. Only women can conceal it. 729 01:15:24,880 --> 01:15:27,580 You feel that you have to fuck me or I'll be disappointed. 730 01:15:27,940 --> 01:15:29,940 But you don't always have to fuck me. 731 01:15:30,160 --> 01:15:32,440 Don't say that word. 732 01:15:33,100 --> 01:15:34,100 What word? 733 01:15:35,520 --> 01:15:36,520 Fuck? 734 01:15:38,600 --> 01:15:42,000 It just bothers me now. 735 01:15:46,400 --> 01:15:47,600 Maybe it's the accent. 736 01:15:54,280 --> 01:15:56,140 Maybe it's just because you can't. 737 01:15:56,960 --> 01:15:57,960 Fuck. 738 01:16:09,360 --> 01:16:14,780 It's important not to imagine terrible things like being impotent from now on. 739 01:16:27,310 --> 01:16:28,310 You just laugh about it. 740 01:19:20,280 --> 01:19:21,680 I love you, Peter. 741 01:19:21,920 --> 01:19:26,140 I love you, too, Hugo. 742 01:19:32,780 --> 01:19:33,460 I 743 01:19:33,460 --> 01:19:45,160 gave 744 01:19:45,160 --> 01:19:50,070 myself with such... feelings against Henry that I experienced a great 745 01:19:50,070 --> 01:19:51,070 pleasure. 746 01:19:51,970 --> 01:19:56,730 My first infidelity to Henry was with my own husband. 747 01:19:58,030 --> 01:19:59,110 I've changed. 748 01:20:00,210 --> 01:20:03,990 I feel restless, spirited, adventurous. 749 01:20:05,550 --> 01:20:09,230 To be absolutely truthful, I hope secretly to meet someone else. 750 01:20:10,630 --> 01:20:12,870 I have erotic imaginings. 751 01:20:14,450 --> 01:20:15,670 I want pleasure. 752 01:20:37,640 --> 01:20:40,740 Every time I go out with you, I love you more than ever. 753 01:20:42,280 --> 01:20:44,020 You seem so wild tonight. 754 01:20:44,500 --> 01:20:46,260 Tonight, I could do anything. 755 01:20:47,360 --> 01:20:48,420 I could, too. 756 01:20:49,340 --> 01:20:52,600 We need to think of something that will stimulate us both. 757 01:20:55,240 --> 01:20:56,820 Anything you say, kiddo. 758 01:21:35,570 --> 01:21:37,330 This ought to be something. 759 01:21:39,350 --> 01:21:40,350 Wait here. 760 01:21:59,020 --> 01:22:00,480 I'm with you. We'll just look. 761 01:22:23,320 --> 01:22:24,320 What's an exhibition? 762 01:22:28,970 --> 01:22:29,970 truth, too. 763 01:22:33,890 --> 01:22:39,950 An exhibition is us watching a man and a woman doing it? 764 01:22:40,190 --> 01:22:41,190 No men. 765 01:22:41,610 --> 01:22:42,630 Only women. 766 01:22:43,350 --> 01:22:45,230 One pretends to be the man. 767 01:22:46,250 --> 01:22:51,150 It is better that way. You will not be disappointed. 768 01:22:51,670 --> 01:22:53,530 You will see everything. 769 01:22:54,210 --> 01:22:56,710 And now, you must choose. 770 01:23:37,550 --> 01:23:42,070 There are 66 ways in which to make love. Oh, really? 771 01:23:43,750 --> 01:23:49,470 They will show you love in a taxi, love when one of the partners is sleepy, 772 01:23:49,690 --> 01:23:53,350 love in the street, etc., etc. 773 01:24:30,770 --> 01:24:33,570 Thank you. 774 01:25:07,820 --> 01:25:09,400 Thank you. 775 01:26:00,330 --> 01:26:01,430 You like something else? 776 01:26:06,310 --> 01:26:07,310 Yes. 777 01:26:07,990 --> 01:26:09,530 Stop pretending to be a man. 778 01:26:59,660 --> 01:27:00,740 Would you like to join us? 779 01:27:06,100 --> 01:27:07,120 As you wish. 780 01:27:07,900 --> 01:27:09,420 As you wish. You're the boss. 781 01:28:52,900 --> 01:28:54,540 Yeah Yeah 782 01:29:25,940 --> 01:29:27,600 Nice. What? 783 01:29:27,900 --> 01:29:29,540 I love your green eyes, Eduardo. 784 01:29:37,420 --> 01:29:38,420 Nice. 785 01:29:39,840 --> 01:29:40,840 Yeah. 786 01:29:41,260 --> 01:29:43,160 I want to show you things. 787 01:31:26,570 --> 01:31:27,570 had suddenly returned. 788 01:31:32,630 --> 01:31:34,730 We sat ourselves in a room. 789 01:31:41,530 --> 01:31:43,150 I began to undress. 790 01:31:45,890 --> 01:31:47,810 I begged her to undress. 791 01:32:41,640 --> 01:32:43,560 She asked to let me see between her legs. 792 01:33:04,460 --> 01:33:10,340 As he lay over me, I felt a penis touching me. 793 01:33:14,050 --> 01:33:15,050 Aren't you glad? 794 01:34:06,120 --> 01:34:07,940 I'm passing through a crisis, Eduardo. 795 01:34:14,440 --> 01:34:15,760 Be careful, Anais. 796 01:34:16,740 --> 01:34:19,120 Abnormal pleasures kill the taste of normal ones. 797 01:34:44,910 --> 01:34:49,670 I hate you, Hanoi, because I now realize I love you as I have never loved 798 01:34:49,670 --> 01:34:55,330 anyone. I miss your voice, your hands, your body, your tenderness, your 799 01:34:55,330 --> 01:34:57,450 bearishness, and your goodness. 800 01:34:58,130 --> 01:35:00,430 Most of all, I miss our friendship. 801 01:36:50,940 --> 01:36:51,940 oh you mean me 802 01:38:40,010 --> 01:38:41,010 finished. 803 01:41:43,410 --> 01:41:45,010 He's just finished his novel. 804 01:42:18,030 --> 01:42:19,030 It's wonderful. 805 01:42:21,010 --> 01:42:22,010 Stupendous. 806 01:42:22,230 --> 01:42:23,230 Come and join us. 807 01:42:23,450 --> 01:42:24,910 Yes, come and light on with us, will you? 808 01:42:27,630 --> 01:42:28,890 I hope you don't mind. 809 01:42:29,210 --> 01:42:33,330 Anais was just reading this, and I'm a pretty nosy guy, so I took a peek. 810 01:42:33,810 --> 01:42:34,930 I just love it. 811 01:42:35,270 --> 01:42:39,630 I've been trying to write something about it, about how necessary this book 812 01:42:39,630 --> 01:42:40,630 for our times. 813 01:42:41,650 --> 01:42:43,570 You give us a blood transfusion. 814 01:42:44,070 --> 01:42:45,090 Beautiful. Thanks. 815 01:42:59,600 --> 01:43:00,940 Wait till June reads this. 816 01:43:01,560 --> 01:43:03,860 She'll be so thrilled that you've finished your book. 817 01:43:07,080 --> 01:43:11,700 Each mention of her name, each page I read is painful. 818 01:43:13,080 --> 01:43:15,280 Well, this was a swan song. 819 01:43:16,060 --> 01:43:19,020 It's a way to understand her so I can free myself from her. 820 01:43:21,080 --> 01:43:22,120 It's finished now. 821 01:43:23,060 --> 01:43:24,060 Not yet. 822 01:43:24,700 --> 01:43:26,220 Now we've got to get it published. 823 01:43:26,720 --> 01:43:29,040 Published? Who'll publish it? 824 01:43:29,470 --> 01:43:30,470 I know what they'll say. 825 01:43:30,770 --> 01:43:32,570 There's even laws against what I've written. 826 01:43:33,790 --> 01:43:34,930 But I feel good now. 827 01:43:35,890 --> 01:43:37,610 I'm ready to celebrate my failure. 828 01:43:39,010 --> 01:43:40,530 I won't let you be a failure. 829 01:43:41,950 --> 01:43:44,090 I'll make the world listen to you, I promise. 830 01:43:45,330 --> 01:43:50,570 I'm ready now to call on the Pope, on all the kings, and on all the editors 831 01:43:50,570 --> 01:43:52,810 the publishers in the world to get them to support it. 832 01:44:59,920 --> 01:45:00,980 Eduardo. Hello, Henry. 833 01:45:02,320 --> 01:45:03,400 Hey, where's you going? 834 01:45:03,630 --> 01:45:04,630 You could go on business. 835 01:45:05,370 --> 01:45:07,590 Osborne's gone, too. Gone crazy. Really. 836 01:45:09,610 --> 01:45:14,050 Totally. We're celebrating Osborne's madness. It's a rare occasion, don't you 837 01:45:14,050 --> 01:45:18,390 know? It doesn't happen every day. I hope he's really insane and not just 838 01:45:18,390 --> 01:45:21,310 it. They just came and took him away. He was a monster. 839 01:45:22,010 --> 01:45:23,610 And that was his best part. 840 01:45:23,970 --> 01:45:24,970 That's for sure. 841 01:45:26,810 --> 01:45:27,810 Oh, my God. 842 01:45:42,300 --> 01:45:43,700 John. 843 01:46:00,720 --> 01:46:03,390 Sorry. I couldn't keep in touch. 844 01:46:04,250 --> 01:46:05,690 I thought of you every day. 845 01:46:07,930 --> 01:46:10,990 But you know me with writing, I have a terrible time. 846 01:46:12,350 --> 01:46:14,450 I don't have a gift like you and Henry. 847 01:46:15,670 --> 01:46:17,650 I found your book lying around here. 848 01:46:18,570 --> 01:46:19,730 I hope you don't mind. 849 01:46:22,430 --> 01:46:23,530 I took a peek. 850 01:46:26,290 --> 01:46:27,430 House incest? 851 01:46:29,230 --> 01:46:30,230 It's nice. 852 01:46:32,300 --> 01:46:34,340 This character, Sabine, is supposed to be me? 853 01:46:42,100 --> 01:46:45,400 The muffled, close, half -talk of soft -fleshed women. 854 01:46:47,620 --> 01:46:50,840 Deep into each other, we turned our hollered eyes. 855 01:46:53,920 --> 01:46:57,600 Seems like... poetry, sort of. 856 01:46:59,060 --> 01:47:00,060 It's so... 857 01:47:00,780 --> 01:47:03,660 I don't know, damn sweet of you to try to write something about me. 858 01:47:07,160 --> 01:47:14,080 I really... I really expected something more... I don't know, 859 01:47:14,160 --> 01:47:15,720 more real. 860 01:47:17,040 --> 01:47:18,060 More real? 861 01:47:18,620 --> 01:47:22,960 Yeah, more about, you know, life. 862 01:47:27,280 --> 01:47:29,780 Hey, don't get upset. 863 01:47:34,000 --> 01:47:35,180 Some of it's really beautiful. 864 01:47:36,660 --> 01:47:38,260 I promise I'll read it again. 865 01:47:40,280 --> 01:47:42,300 Things have been so damn tough for me. 866 01:47:43,460 --> 01:47:45,200 The acting didn't pan out. 867 01:47:45,420 --> 01:47:48,340 And then Gene, my friend, left. 868 01:47:50,660 --> 01:47:54,040 Anais, what's happened to Henry? 869 01:47:55,340 --> 01:47:56,560 He's so changed. 870 01:47:57,840 --> 01:47:59,640 June, I don't know. 871 01:48:01,280 --> 01:48:02,600 I don't know what to say. 872 01:48:03,400 --> 01:48:04,400 I've been busy. 873 01:48:06,740 --> 01:48:09,980 I've seen him occasionally. We work on our writing together. 874 01:48:11,060 --> 01:48:12,060 Sometimes. 875 01:48:13,040 --> 01:48:16,360 But... I don't know. 876 01:48:19,900 --> 01:48:24,780 I've... I've been seeing someone. 877 01:48:26,740 --> 01:48:28,240 You mean you have a lover? 878 01:48:34,730 --> 01:48:35,790 That man you came with? 879 01:48:36,210 --> 01:48:37,690 Yes, Eduardo. 880 01:48:41,790 --> 01:48:44,850 Anais, I'm so happy for you. 881 01:48:48,050 --> 01:48:51,470 I don't know who I came back for. 882 01:49:14,259 --> 01:49:16,220 Please. I need your faith. 883 01:49:39,300 --> 01:49:40,920 That could be good luck, too. 884 01:50:27,559 --> 01:50:28,820 Henry. Jack. 885 01:50:29,060 --> 01:50:30,060 Good night. 886 01:50:30,340 --> 01:50:31,340 Uh, June. 887 01:50:31,460 --> 01:50:37,100 Um, I'd like you to meet Jack, the man who wants to publish my book. My wife, 888 01:50:37,120 --> 01:50:38,700 June. Hiya, Jack. 889 01:50:39,120 --> 01:50:40,600 Nice to meet you, Mrs. Miller. 890 01:50:41,140 --> 01:50:44,380 I feel I already know you intimately from reading Henry's book. 891 01:50:44,760 --> 01:50:45,760 Oh, yeah? 892 01:50:46,060 --> 01:50:47,060 What do you think? 893 01:50:47,700 --> 01:50:49,480 I think it's strong meat. 894 01:50:49,920 --> 01:50:51,380 That's how we'll market it. 895 01:50:53,060 --> 01:50:54,080 What's our cut? 896 01:50:54,340 --> 01:50:55,340 Your cut? 897 01:50:55,840 --> 01:50:59,880 Oh, well... 5%. Crummy 5 %? 898 01:51:01,060 --> 01:51:07,820 You mean Henry spends years writing the book, lives like a bum, busts his 899 01:51:07,820 --> 01:51:14,520 nuts, and I scrape by and do without, and pour my heart and soul into making 900 01:51:14,520 --> 01:51:20,260 some kind of Dostoevsky, and all we get is 5 %? With me, the percentage will 901 01:51:20,260 --> 01:51:21,119 mean something. 902 01:51:21,120 --> 01:51:23,040 What does mean something mean? 903 01:51:23,600 --> 01:51:25,520 I believe it's a fair deal. 904 01:51:26,110 --> 01:51:27,110 Well, I'll be. 905 01:51:27,290 --> 01:51:30,730 Of course, if you don't want to publish it, it's all right. No, no, no, no. 906 01:51:31,870 --> 01:51:34,170 Henry just doesn't get business. 907 01:51:36,310 --> 01:51:37,310 Let's us talk. 908 01:51:38,370 --> 01:51:39,370 By all means. 909 01:51:40,130 --> 01:51:45,070 But as I've said, before we can do anything, absolutely necessary to have 910 01:51:45,070 --> 01:51:46,070 money printed. 911 01:51:46,270 --> 01:51:49,190 Jack, Jack, I've told you, I'll get the money. 912 01:51:50,970 --> 01:51:51,970 Jack. 913 01:51:59,370 --> 01:52:02,390 I guess I was naive about how things work in your business. 914 01:52:03,310 --> 01:52:05,110 I hope I didn't upset you, Jack. 915 01:52:06,390 --> 01:52:10,170 I was wondering if some sort of advance might be possible. 916 01:52:10,630 --> 01:52:13,150 Or maybe there's room to improve on the percentage. 917 01:52:14,390 --> 01:52:15,850 Let's not discuss it now. 918 01:52:16,370 --> 01:52:17,450 Here's not the place. 919 01:52:18,790 --> 01:52:21,070 Maybe you know a place where we could have lunch? 920 01:52:21,870 --> 01:52:24,370 I do. I certainly do. Do you? Well, 921 01:52:26,370 --> 01:52:27,370 it's done, then. 922 01:52:27,480 --> 01:52:29,100 It's been so good to meet you, Jack. 923 01:52:29,500 --> 01:52:34,120 Really. It's been wonderful having you. Good night. 924 01:52:36,880 --> 01:52:37,880 Oh. 925 01:52:38,620 --> 01:52:40,340 Yeah. See you. 926 01:52:40,640 --> 01:52:41,640 Bye. 927 01:52:45,600 --> 01:52:47,220 What is he trying to kid? 928 01:52:48,860 --> 01:52:53,840 Crummy 5%. Well, he hasn't dealt with this Brooklyn girl yet. 929 01:52:54,920 --> 01:52:56,640 Let's go to the dome for a nightcap, Henry. 930 01:52:57,400 --> 01:52:58,740 Go ahead. We'll join you later. 931 01:52:59,060 --> 01:53:00,060 A bientot. 932 01:53:01,900 --> 01:53:03,360 Always merry and bright. 933 01:53:04,080 --> 01:53:05,080 Yeah, to you too. 934 01:53:05,720 --> 01:53:06,720 Fine. 935 01:53:06,880 --> 01:53:08,120 Well, I should go now. 936 01:53:08,360 --> 01:53:10,540 No, no, Anais, don't go. 937 01:53:11,260 --> 01:53:13,100 You can catch up with Eduardo later. 938 01:53:14,180 --> 01:53:15,180 All right, Eduardo? 939 01:53:39,720 --> 01:53:43,960 Now, you know, I don't know. 940 01:53:46,460 --> 01:53:51,440 I was thinking maybe it's not time to publish Henry's book just now. 941 01:53:53,020 --> 01:53:54,020 I'll publish. 942 01:53:56,560 --> 01:53:58,420 What the hell are you talking about, June? 943 01:53:58,860 --> 01:54:01,280 What I'm talking about is a crappy deal. 944 01:54:01,940 --> 01:54:05,180 And the fact that you're taking advantage of Anais. 945 01:54:06,580 --> 01:54:08,040 And Hugo, too. 946 01:54:09,130 --> 01:54:11,030 They're not made of gold, Henry. 947 01:54:11,750 --> 01:54:13,310 Am I right, Anais? 948 01:54:14,150 --> 01:54:19,230 Well, yes, but... No, we really believe we have to publish it. 949 01:54:19,570 --> 01:54:20,890 I'll get it published. 950 01:54:21,490 --> 01:54:22,730 The right way. 951 01:54:23,570 --> 01:54:25,570 Just like I always have. 952 01:54:26,410 --> 01:54:29,850 We've always managed to survive, you and me, Henry. 953 01:54:31,930 --> 01:54:35,310 Besides, it needs work. 954 01:54:36,570 --> 01:54:38,660 What? It's not ready. 955 01:54:39,140 --> 01:54:43,380 It's much better than when I first read it. But it could be even better. 956 01:54:44,000 --> 01:54:46,240 There's too much anger in the book, Henry. 957 01:54:47,360 --> 01:54:48,360 Too much anger? 958 01:54:50,220 --> 01:54:51,720 Too much fucking anger? 959 01:54:52,120 --> 01:54:55,500 Even I used to agree that you distorted me in your book. 960 01:54:56,280 --> 01:54:58,280 She had to write her own book. 961 01:54:58,700 --> 01:55:00,020 Isn't that right, Anna? 962 01:55:00,240 --> 01:55:01,300 No, June. 963 01:55:01,900 --> 01:55:05,400 Well, I mean, I did tell June that you failed to perceive certain things. 964 01:55:05,400 --> 01:55:11,880 don't. After all I've done for him, Anais, he owes me. For all the years, 965 01:55:12,100 --> 01:55:13,120 I sacrificed. 966 01:55:13,780 --> 01:55:16,200 Oh, well, your sacrifice is just air to your greatness. 967 01:55:16,600 --> 01:55:17,720 I don't know what you're thinking. 968 01:55:18,100 --> 01:55:19,100 You don't what? 969 01:55:19,180 --> 01:55:23,360 No, June, what Henry really means... Anais, don't, for Christ's sake, can't 970 01:55:23,360 --> 01:55:24,360 see what she's doing? 971 01:55:24,560 --> 01:55:25,760 Don't yell at me! 972 01:55:26,020 --> 01:55:28,260 He treats you like a child. 973 01:55:28,920 --> 01:55:30,700 She's a woman, Henry. 974 01:55:30,940 --> 01:55:32,420 I know she's a woman. 975 01:55:33,300 --> 01:55:34,600 I'll bet you do. 976 01:55:47,400 --> 01:55:48,440 You're weak. 977 01:55:49,060 --> 01:55:51,640 I hate when you get weak. 978 01:55:52,040 --> 01:55:53,400 Are you mad? 979 01:55:55,920 --> 01:55:56,920 Violence. 980 01:56:02,940 --> 01:56:05,000 I hate your violence. 981 01:56:05,860 --> 01:56:06,860 Men. 982 01:56:24,549 --> 01:56:26,850 Clever. You're both cruel and clever. 983 01:56:28,430 --> 01:56:30,050 I'm afraid of both of you. 984 01:57:52,840 --> 01:57:54,200 Get some sleep, Anais. 985 01:58:03,800 --> 01:58:09,740 I don't know why I keep on thinking of this little Chinese restaurant Henry and 986 01:58:09,740 --> 01:58:12,000 I used to go to after I got off work. 987 01:58:12,940 --> 01:58:16,140 He'd wait for me outside the dance hall at two in the morning. 988 01:58:16,920 --> 01:58:21,760 Then we'd rush through the freezing cold, holding each other tight. 989 01:58:23,400 --> 01:58:25,800 We get there just before closing time. 990 01:58:27,300 --> 01:58:29,840 Sit in the booth by the window, eating chow mein. 991 01:58:31,100 --> 01:58:32,720 Watching the snow swirl by. 992 01:58:35,460 --> 01:58:39,480 There was some kind of unbelievable thrill in the air between us. 993 01:58:43,620 --> 01:58:45,800 I feel kind of haunted by it now. 994 01:58:47,580 --> 01:58:48,580 Chin leaves. 995 01:58:51,200 --> 01:58:52,200 It's funny. 996 01:58:53,520 --> 01:58:54,700 Seems like a dream. 997 01:58:59,960 --> 01:59:01,720 Your eyes make me shy. 998 01:59:02,200 --> 01:59:03,280 Don't be shy. 999 01:59:04,760 --> 01:59:06,360 You're so lovely. 1000 01:59:07,720 --> 01:59:09,040 So small. 1001 01:59:20,620 --> 01:59:22,660 I burnt myself out. 1002 01:59:26,120 --> 01:59:27,700 Oh, Joan, I worship you. 1003 01:59:28,640 --> 01:59:30,180 I don't want worship. 1004 01:59:30,780 --> 01:59:32,280 I want understanding. 1005 01:59:33,760 --> 01:59:34,920 We understand. 1006 01:59:38,940 --> 01:59:44,360 We should go away somewhere together where there's lots of snow. 1007 02:00:46,030 --> 02:00:48,990 Little you are, so thin. 1008 02:00:54,670 --> 02:01:00,270 I could break you in two. 1009 02:01:04,050 --> 02:01:07,850 Oh, should I feel innocent now? 1010 02:02:26,219 --> 02:02:29,260 No. Once Henry falls asleep, nothing can wake him up. 1011 02:02:33,220 --> 02:02:34,220 Oh, yeah? 1012 02:02:38,740 --> 02:02:40,180 Oh, I'm sorry. 1013 02:02:40,580 --> 02:02:43,620 I lost my hand. I was drunk, I guess. Don't be sorry. 1014 02:02:45,480 --> 02:02:49,360 This new lover of yours has really made you blue. 1015 02:02:50,580 --> 02:02:51,760 Oh, it's so chilly. 1016 02:02:52,100 --> 02:02:53,460 Tell me more about him. 1017 02:02:54,320 --> 02:02:55,940 Did you make curtains for him? 1018 02:02:56,680 --> 02:02:58,720 Did you give him books to read? 1019 02:02:59,120 --> 02:03:01,020 Did you give him a typewriter? 1020 02:03:04,040 --> 02:03:05,040 No. 1021 02:03:06,260 --> 02:03:08,040 June, no, you don't understand. 1022 02:03:08,640 --> 02:03:09,880 I don't understand? 1023 02:03:10,320 --> 02:03:11,680 What don't I understand? 1024 02:03:13,720 --> 02:03:14,960 That I love you. 1025 02:03:16,220 --> 02:03:17,220 Love? 1026 02:03:17,540 --> 02:03:19,360 You just want experience. 1027 02:03:19,980 --> 02:03:23,360 You're a writer. You make love to whatever you need. 1028 02:03:24,720 --> 02:03:26,000 You're just like Henry. 1029 02:03:26,260 --> 02:03:31,140 No, I'm just like you. I can see exactly what you're doing. 1030 02:03:31,480 --> 02:03:33,360 You're so slippery. 1031 02:03:33,880 --> 02:03:35,180 So slippery. 1032 02:03:35,920 --> 02:03:37,200 You bitch. 1033 02:03:38,420 --> 02:03:40,820 Liar. Trickster. You bought his love. 1034 02:03:41,220 --> 02:03:42,220 June, shut up. 1035 02:03:43,460 --> 02:03:45,320 You both robbed me blind. 1036 02:03:45,860 --> 02:03:47,340 You stole everything. 1037 02:03:48,440 --> 02:03:49,720 Well, what do I care? 1038 02:03:49,940 --> 02:03:53,420 I got plenty more to give. Shut up. To someone new. 1039 02:03:53,840 --> 02:03:55,780 Some truly great writer. 1040 02:03:58,100 --> 02:04:01,560 Henry said you just took it in because you were bored. 1041 02:04:07,280 --> 02:04:08,360 That's a lie. 1042 02:04:12,000 --> 02:04:13,000 What? 1043 02:04:31,600 --> 02:04:32,600 What's wrong? 1044 02:04:32,720 --> 02:04:33,720 What's wrong? 1045 02:04:35,360 --> 02:04:36,360 She lies. 1046 02:04:37,160 --> 02:04:38,260 She lies. 1047 02:04:39,080 --> 02:04:44,540 What is she afraid of? I don't understand. I tried to give her 1048 02:04:44,900 --> 02:04:45,900 I know. 1049 02:04:48,320 --> 02:04:49,760 Very pretty. 1050 02:04:50,420 --> 02:04:52,160 Just like I figured it. 1051 02:04:53,240 --> 02:04:54,900 Now I know everything. 1052 02:04:56,460 --> 02:04:59,880 I just wanted to return something before I leave. 1053 02:05:12,080 --> 02:05:16,220 We're just friends. I never touched her. Get rid of her, Henry. Get rid of it. 1054 02:05:20,460 --> 02:05:22,960 Okay. All right. You made your choice. 1055 02:05:23,760 --> 02:05:26,540 I've only got one more thing I can give you. 1056 02:05:27,500 --> 02:05:28,900 Your last chapter. 1057 02:05:29,420 --> 02:05:30,420 Watch closely. 1058 02:05:59,200 --> 02:06:00,200 June. 1059 02:06:06,340 --> 02:06:08,560 Hey, what are you doing out here? It's freezing. 1060 02:06:11,140 --> 02:06:13,640 I thought you'd do something crazy. I never know. 1061 02:06:15,280 --> 02:06:18,680 I looked all over for her. 1062 02:07:20,740 --> 02:07:22,300 You like the war though 1063 02:07:32,960 --> 02:07:34,640 Hey, what's going on? Come on. 1064 02:07:37,860 --> 02:07:38,900 What do you got there? 1065 02:07:45,420 --> 02:07:47,780 They went mad for Christ's sake. 1066 02:07:48,560 --> 02:07:49,560 Gotta talk. 1067 02:07:51,480 --> 02:07:52,480 Here. 1068 02:07:53,740 --> 02:07:54,740 Where are you going? 1069 02:07:55,420 --> 02:07:56,420 Home. 1070 02:08:06,990 --> 02:08:07,990 Great guy. 1071 02:08:09,950 --> 02:08:11,730 Fuck you, Jack. 1072 02:08:15,730 --> 02:08:16,870 That won't do it. 1073 02:08:18,530 --> 02:08:19,870 That won't get rid of me. 1074 02:08:21,550 --> 02:08:22,550 You're my friend. 1075 02:08:24,970 --> 02:08:26,410 I'm gonna come after you. 1076 02:08:32,330 --> 02:08:33,510 Hey, hey, hey. 1077 02:08:34,430 --> 02:08:37,370 Why couldn't you leave me at a time like this? I need you. 1078 02:08:38,930 --> 02:08:39,930 I need you. 1079 02:09:49,360 --> 02:09:50,360 Thank you. 1080 02:10:19,530 --> 02:10:20,610 I thought you might need a lift. 1081 02:10:29,890 --> 02:10:32,130 Is everything alright? 1082 02:11:19,210 --> 02:11:20,210 Give me your hand. 1083 02:11:32,510 --> 02:11:35,030 That morning, I wept. 1084 02:11:37,110 --> 02:11:42,090 I wept because I loved the street that took me away from Henry and would lead 1085 02:11:42,090 --> 02:11:43,090 back to him. 1086 02:11:45,410 --> 02:11:46,410 I wept. 1087 02:11:47,180 --> 02:11:51,060 the process by which I had become a woman was painful. 1088 02:11:53,320 --> 02:11:56,920 I wept because from now on I would weep less. 1089 02:11:59,820 --> 02:12:05,140 I wept because I had lost my pain and I was not yet accustomed to its absence. 1090 02:13:03,880 --> 02:13:04,880 What? 1091 02:14:40,810 --> 02:14:41,810 Thank you.